Monday, December 28, 2009

a thought

there's been this idea in my head that i just can't shake. i've generally been successful in my endeavors in the past. i'm pretty sure people like me. my grades are alright. but i have nothing to offer.
i don't have a passion for anything, like sports or art or music
i don't have comedic talent
i'm not overly intelligent
i'm average, in that i am neither ugly nor pretty (although, looking into the new mirror in my room, i feel...repulsive. ugh)
i am not insightful, wise, or intellectual
i'm awful at math, and my writing is mediocre
i don't know what i want to be in life because i have nothing that can be even turned into a career.
i have nothing to share, nothing that draws people to me.

what i am supposed to do with myself?
it's said that we all have a purpose in life, and although i am not particularly religious by any means, i can't help but feel like i was looked over when god was handing out personalities.

why am i alive?

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