a list.

some bad things.

• you're arrogant
• you're controlling
• you don't reply to texts and e-mails. ever.
• condescending much?
• your define people by the scores they get on the SATs and their grades and what university they go to (you were rejected...case and point)
• you changed, and it's really annoying because you claim to not have.
• i'm pretty sure you had no chance with what's-her-name from lehigh. have you looked in a mirror? and those shoes. UGH.
• you think that you have chances with girls...yeah right. the arizona chick? never would have worked out.
• even *I* cannot stand you, and i've known you inside and out for three years.
• you talk down on people.
• no one cares about how great your high school is. once you hit college, it's null.
• rumor has it, no one actually likes you outside of the people you left behind. just saying.
• i want to tape your mouth over every time you open it. just shut the fuck up.
• i didn't want you to come to my cookie exchange, but i knew you were the only way andrew and matt would get there.
• you make me feel insecure and stupid and foolish. like i'm not good enough, never was, never will be.
• your hair is all floppy and weird.
• sometimes i want to cut off all contact with you, just like you did to me, and see how you'd react. i like to think that you'd be hurt.
• i hate you more than i like you 98% of the time

some good things.

• you have nice hands.
• you voice next to my ear gives me tingles.
• i miss talking to you.
• i love you more than i hate you 2% of the time.